III. The Generosity of Dragons
The pace of the town was different, with the harvest fully in. The morning was relaxed, with dew long burnt off before people started to bring the last seedheads into the sun to continue drying. Some stayed to watch over the sorghum but most left for tasks abroad, checking to see how other grains were ripening, foraging on the shore or fishing in the sea and Islets.
Fiona accompanied a group to the harbor’s edge and climbed into a little oar boat with another fisher. They rowed out with the tide, dropping anchor at the seaward edge of the Emerald River’s Islets. Here, with the tide starting to ebb, they caught a few freshwater fish among the brine lovers. Fiona looked across the glittering, blue grey expanse of the gulf, stretched out her legs and sighed a long, satisfied breath. “It’s good to be on the water again,” she said. “No hot armor, no worries, just the gentle rocking of waves and the smell of salt-air.” The nearest Islet was a long, low ridge of stone, blackened by hoary underwater growth and tufted with green shrubs at it’s above-water summit. Birds circled and cried over it, as if arguing with each other, and Fiona couldn’t help but laugh at their antics. She pulled a struggling fish from the water, speaking to it in a pleased tone as she worked the hook out and tossed it in the bottom of the boat.
Her companion looked at her, annoyed. “Usually, people fish quietly.”
“Oh, right,” Fiona said apologetically. For a while she was silent, breathing deeply of the ocean breeze and looking around with a smile. Another tugging on her line brought up a medium sized catch, and she gave a questioning look. “What do you think? Keep, or throw back?” She wanted to know.
The sea-tan westerner pressed his lips thin in thought. “Usually let it grow a little, but will dragons eat it in the meantime?”
Fiona shrugged. “Only if they come for a visit, I guess, since it’s in Song’s waters. But, will a shark eat it in the meantime?”
“Will dragons come for a visit, now that you’re here?”
Fiona looked at the flopping fish thoughtfully. “They haven’t yet, but they might. I don’t know how long they’ll wait.” She decided to keep the fish, and re-cast her line. “It seems there’s only a few dragons that meet with whole towns. One just had a baby, and Gilarel’s been with us on the ground for months. She’s tired, I’m sure.”
The fisherman sat in amazement as Fiona talked and talked, seeming to barely stop and take a breath, and caught another fish, while he’d gotten far less than he was accustomed to. “Why does the loud one get all the fish?” he wondered aloud, as soon as he had the chance.
Fiona shrugged, smiling brightly. “I guess I just have the fish-luck, today. I’ll try and be quieter, though,” she looked at her feet. Though she succeeded in speaking less, she still caught more fish than he. “Maybe it’s the current?” she said after a while. “Let’s switch places, and see.”
They passed each other in the tiny boat, stepping awkwardly around each other, octopi in cages, fishes, and bits of seaweed. When the vessel’s rocking had subsided, they cast their lines. Fiona ducked and the man uttered a profanity as their two hooks tangled together and swung between them over the boat. “I caught you!” Fiona exclaimed. They laughed as she turned to untangle the lines.
“How about we not cast at the same time?” the fisherman suggested.
“Good plan,” Fiona grinned. “And I’ll try not to talk too much?” She failed, resuming her chatter after a while, and still caught most of the fish, her host shaking his head in hopeless wonderment.
Neal worked intently on the map’s copy, concentrating on the known gulfs and peninsulas of Tropica’s Northern half. A group of foragers returned from the riverside road and stuffed the green, weedy shoots of a plant into a cauldron of water warming in the sun, bruising and squashing the leaves to make more fit. The colors of the map’s outlines gradually spread, changing with climate; grey for the high Grey Mountains, green for jungles and forests, tan for the long desert coasts of the narrow, jutting peninsula. Red for it’s extremely volcanic, vaguely arrowhead-shaped tip.
Davies looked over Neal’s shoulder from time to time to see how the work was coming. “Been a long time since I’ve seen a colored map of the Northern peninsula. They call it the Dragon’s Tail, but the end’s as hot as a dragon’s mouth,” he mused. “Fireland.”
“They call it the dragon’s tail for it’s shape, not it’s temperature,” Neal said dryly. He studied map and copy in silence for a while, then looked hopefully at Davies. “Find me Comet?”
“Think I saw him over by the cauldron,” Davies said amiably. Soon a shadow hovered across Neal’s work, and Comet sat by the cartographer.
“Can you remember from your copy experience well enough to describe the places no one’s ever seen?” Neal wanted to know.
“It will be vague by now, but I don’t have to,” Comet said. “Dragons are circling in the sky, and they can tell you themselves, or possibly show you.”
Neal looked up at him. “I can’t look into a dragon’s memory.”
Comet half-smiled. “You don’t need any skill for a dragon to give you it’s memory. You just have to let them do it.”
Neal packed up his supplies with reluctance. Even his freshly painted map had dried fast in the arid midday. Soon, there were cries of ‘Dragons!’ from those shoreward, and a group gathered on the beach to watch the massive, colorful creatures glimmer in flight. Their wingtips left ripples on the waves as they skimmed the sea with mouths open. A pair flew together with blue and purple shimmers, another iridescent blue flew with a dazzling white, and a smaller, green and whitish blur. Others moved separately, and even those without shimmers were difficult to focus on against the sun and sea’s brightness. Eight adult dragons and a young one flew over the Islets to land across the river, moving upstream along the bank’s jungle to root and munch the green-branched and leafy forest around the fallow fields of the old town’s ruins. Several dove deep into the sea for a swim, then rose to float lazily in the waves, nibbling the clinging seaweeds from one another. Their bellies full, the shimmering purple-and-blue pair settled on the shore and curled into great, earthy boulders to sleep while two others watched the land. When they became still, their iridescences cleared enough to reveal base colored scales of brown and green.
“They are Gilarel and Borlanh. Our circle of safety,” Catalina told Sirio.
“We might have to wait till they wake at sunset,” Emma speculated.
“They aren’t all sleeping,” Sirio noted, a pale half-moon rising over his shoulder.
“The watchers are widows. You’re better off talking to one of a pair,” Emma told him.
“Why is that?” another asked.
“They’re called tesah, Lost,” Catalina said. “Once you see the look in their eyes, you don’t even want to ask them their names.”
The shoreward gathering dwindled until only a small group kept their eyes on the dragons. Some of those returning from dragonwatching were foragers on their way home, laden with goods. When the group from the coconut grove cracked open some of their gatherings, Ina joined those coming for the coconuts’ water.
Emelita leaned in close to her. “You do know that if you drink the water, you have to help make the oil?”
Ina nodded, then looked across the circle to see Wayland, pouring a coconut’s water from a punctured hole into his mouth. She leaned back to Emelita. “Do you know he’s not to be trusted?”
Emelita snorted. He kept a different shift than she, in the guardhouse east. “In what way, exactly?”
“With poison and food,” Ina said. She worked her way from the gathering’s edge toward the coconut grove party just as Wayland was offering the coconut-half to another. “Don’t take it,” she warned, and the recipient hesitated. The surprised Wayland gave an exaggerated shrug.
She passed a glance over his fellows, her focus settling on him. “Have you gathered the Plant today?”
Wayland sighed, rolled his eyes. “We were after coconuts.”
Ina glared. He hadn’t actually answered her. “Go wash your fingers,” she ordered.
Wayland dropped the coconut, grumbling as he walked away, and Ina dumped some water over the hard fruit.
“Spoken like a mother already,” Leila noted with a smile.
Ina shot her a look. “He’s what happens when you don’t respect the power of Dragonswort. The blank stares, the stutter. He got lucky, that’s all that happened to him. And I doubt he’s learned his lesson.”
“What makes you think that?” another asked.
“He still wants to touch stupid things, and always forgets to wash his hands,” Ina said flatly.
It was well into the afternoon when Gilarel awoke. The brown dragon’s purple iridescence sprang to life as she rose, flapping her bold crimson wings with a sound like distant wind and quivering her muscular, fat tail in a stretch. One widow’s gaze followed the heavy motherdragon as she sauntered nonchalantly toward the town and sat on a haunch in the dunes, one leg half-extended and her tail curled over it. Gilarel’s ears twitched this way and that, following the distant movements of people at their tasks as she waited hopefully, watching a group assemble just on the outside of a semi-shaded commons. When people headed her way, she took a few long steps to the dunes’ edge to meet them. Emma and Catalina helped Comet stop the group as she lay down, awkward with a maturing unborn. When she swung her head in a beckoning motion, they resumed their approach.
The dragon passed a brilliant green eye over them. The new people of the West were uncertain, hesitant. Many were dressed for battle, as on the East, with lizardskin armor and long-shafted arrows. She lowered her head slowly and touched her snout to the ground, her eyes half shut.
Emma stepped forward first, then a few others who’d gone over the Mountain. With her nose on the sand, the dragon’s eyes were level with theirs, though not quite able to focus straight at them. Each embraced her snout as she touched it’s hard end to their chests, leaning their foreheads into her ridgy face.
“This is Gilarel. One of our overnight circle of safety going over the Mountain. She has sheltered us from the cold, slinker-filled nights and licked many wounds,” Emma said.
Still with eyes defocused, Gilarel snuffed at the nearest Westerners, and felt a few hands touch her face gingerly. She raised her head to look to the cave-riddled rock that they had made into their home. “You have already realized the value of water mouthed caves.” The dragon spoke gently, the immensity of her voice settling all around them. “So we cannot offer to build you one as we did for the East. We can dig your canal deeper, if you desire.” She tilted her head to pass her fascinating eye across the assembled group.
“Why should we trust the generosity of dragons?” one among the crowd asked.
“We seek your alliance, but it seems we do not have as much to offer you, as we did the East.” The end of her tail flopped, and those closest to it backed away in uncertainty. It used to have fins, but they had been cut away.
“Why do you seek our alliance?” a thin, old woman with silver-grey hair asked. “You are huge, and we are small.”
“People are as fierce as we. We know this for certain after what happened on the mountain’s shoulder. You fight just as hard to defend your home-places, though usually you are fighting one another. This we have seen time and time again. But here, there is a battle that is truly worth fighting. The more small ones you can kill, the less big ones we will have to.” The brown motherdragon lowered her nose to the ground, gave a steamy snort that scattered sand. “And when we do fight a Fahah, more of us survive if your nimble hands help sew us up again.” The dragon’s emerald eye was again level with theirs, though she was careful not to capture anyone with her gaze.
The group erupted in cacophonous talking, and when they had settled enough, Emma spoke again. “It does mean you have to shelter in a safe-cave under the battle until it’s over. It also means a chance to get Blackleather,” she added.
The sounds of the crowd were doubtful, and Gilarel spoke again. “We will fight, with or without your help. But our Memory is filled with as many lost battles as victories, and we often had to flee to lands more distant, safer, to recover our numbers. It is our hope that with the help of people, we will not lose more than are born.”
“And if you lose less than are born, will you become as much a scourge on the land as they? Will you become so many that you eat down the forests?” a very old, gnarled man wanted to know.
Gilarel’s long exhalation flowed over his head, and she shifted a massive haunch. “It is not natural for us to birth every year, yet we must, if we are to maintain a fighting Legion. Each of us will die, but we will have died fighting for Life. If there weren’t Fahahng to kill us, there would be less of us, not more.”
Emma pulled a long, thin bit of steel from a pouch on the side of her quiver. “This is a needle for stitching dragons. I’ve done it once, and Comet can teach this skill,” she glanced over heads in his direction, and he nodded. “It would be good if more than two of us knew. Even if no-one acts on it right away.”
The silver haired elder Dida looked to the motherdragon. “You say you don’t have as much to offer as to those on the East. What incentive do we have to help you?”
Gilarel grunted into the sand. “If we are beaten, we will retreat. Then, the Fahahng will go where they wish.” She flopped the finless end of her tail again. “We can only offer our flesh, that you will have arrows strong enough to kill bigger Fahah.”
The glimmering white male approached from the shore. He sat primly at a comfortable distance on the dunes’ edge, curling his tail around his feet with a flourish that showed it’s fins intact. Gilarel lifted her head far above the people to look in his direction, her shadow falling across the gathering.
Emma tilted her head thoughtfully. “Where is the closest place with skilled tanners?”
“Abrevar Atepec. Takes less than a day to get to the watering hill,” the blondish mistress of trade answered. “Why?”
“Orion is offering his fin, but it’ll have to be worked quickly.”
“You’re leaving so soon?” Marcus said with surprise.
Emma smiled. “Afraid I am. Going to come with me?”
“No, thanks. I’ll stay right here, where I don’t have to get on a boat,” Marcus crossed his arms, long black hair shifting on his shoulders.
“Guess I’ll just have to miss you, then.” Emma gave him a devilish look. “Chicken.”
The slender warrior puffed out his chest, feigning offense. “Just you wait until I’m strong again, and I’ll show you who’s chicken. If you come back to Song,” he added, with a grin.
Gilarel nosed down among the people again. Emma laid a hand on her hard snout, then moved off toward Orion with most of the group following. The dazzling white Motek put a handlike paw on the ground and bent his head to greet her and snuff at others. Comet stood with Emma beside the end of the dragon’s tail.
“This first cutting is yours to make,” Comet told her with solemnity.
“Oh, come on,” Emma protested. “I’ve only done it once. Refresh my memory?” Both knelt in study, tracing veins in the fin to determine the correct place to make cuts. After a while, Emma addressed those gathered. “Too close in, the dragon bleeds a little more and you have to trim the thicker margins anyway. Too far out, and you’d lose a surprising number of potential arrows.”
Comet looked up to meet the gaze of Orion, his head tilted downward, watching. “The dragon must not move or make a sound while the cutting is being done.” He spoke more to the gathering than the dragon, but Orion lowered his head in a slow dragon’s nod all the same.
Neal watched from under Gilarel’s head as Emma stood on the end of Orion’s tail, her sword sending the occasional blinding flash his way in the slanting sunshine.
“Gilarel?” he began. The dragon grunted. “I’ve been trying to copy Comet’s map, and I need help with the places that people have never seen, on the Southern half of the continent.”
“Help?” The question settled over him as she lowered her nose nearly to rest on his shoulder.
“I need to know what color to make the different places, what kind of land is there.” Neal unrolled the two maps, Gilarel’s hot breath streaming down in front of him.
“Where shall I begin?” the dragon asked.
“The coastline,” Neal said.
A soft snort rustled the maps, and he grabbed at them. “There is a crack in the bottom of the land,” Gilarel began. “The cliffs are very high at this inlet, and the rivers drain over them. To it’s East, the cliffs are grey, to the West, blackish. Atop the dark cliffs is a high forest, and as the fjords subside, the Black Mountains rise, dark-stoned and thickly jungled on both sides. They are beaten by spinning storms more than any other place. Sitting on the grey cliffs across the great inlet is an open highland, with grass and trees.” The dragon paused as Neal scribbled. “The kind of place you expect to see massive herds of hoofed animals. But if there were, they have already been eaten. The grasses are empty. On the West the open land is bordered by the southern end of the Grey Mountains, sparsely forested on the interior slopes and very dry along the coast of the West Gulf.”
“Yes, we’ve sailed by and seen the greycoast desert,” Neal said. He looked up at movement on the dunes. Orion’s cutting was finished and his blue-iridescent mate taking the place. “I imagine the White Mountains are so called because they are high and snowy. . .” he prompted.
“Some of the lands sank, and some rose in the Push. The White Mountains are very high, their slopes still encrusted with aeons of freeze. Even the two smoking mountains among them have only their tips bare; with great canyons and some tunnels where their flows etched into the ices. Some of these ices are beginning to heal,” she said.
Neal puckered his mouth. “That’s odd. As I figure it, those mountains are right on the equator.”
Gilarel snorted again, and he pointed to the White Mountains’ western slopes. “What does it mean, ‘icy wastes?’ How far do they go?”
“Even the head of the river is frozen in places. Rubble was shaken from the high mountains, and on that exposure it hasn’t melted. Much of it is great boulders of ice, though it seems to be resolving into smaller bits as glaciers re-form.”
Neal frowned, and looked up to see a warrior of Song excising fin from the tail of the motherdragon called Dusk. “It must be very high there, if that’s the case. Are the hills of the savannah cold as well?”
Gilarel gave a soft growl, surprising Neal. “The Wastes are no higher than the shoulder of the mountain which you walked. They are part of the Deathless One’s home. Probably kept cold and lifeless by it’s own design.” There was a strange quality in the dragon’s voice that raised the hairs on the back of the cartographer’s neck. He wondered if it was possible she was afraid.
The oldest of the elders cleared his throat, and Gilarel’s ear turned in his direction. “What is the Deathless One, and how can it keep a tropical place that cold?” Manoel asked.
“It is probably using magic to cool it’s surroundings, like it uses shadow to obscure it’s true form. It has lost it’s death. It is a creature even more ancient than us, and it is the maker of the Fahahng. The Deathless One is who we fight, when we defend the Life on this land.”
“Lost it’s death?” Deraldo wrinkled his brow.
Gilarel turned her focus to the greying, deep red-tan elder. The beauty of her green eye was stunning, he yet felt a cold terror slowly creeping into him. “It is not alive or dead, and cannot leave this existence in the forever-sleep of Death. If it sees life, if it knows of life, it kills. It made the Fhahang to be it’s destroyers, and the World is very lucky that the fault of their madness prevents them from crossing water, else the Deathless One could seek to make barren the entire round Mother Earth.” Gilarel released the aging man from her gaze, and Deraldo shuddered, still feeling the chill of terror running through him.
“Lord in Heaven help us all, there really is a Devil,” he muttered, clutching a metal cross around his neck.
“What can you do against an immortal enemy?” Dida asked, feeling the fear creep into her as well.
Gilarel closed her eyes, her voice heavy. “Our lives are short, but our Memory is long. As long as we remember, we will live to keep fighting.” She nuzzed the slight elder in reassurance. “While the White Mountains are filled with Fahahng, the Deathless One is unapproachable. We learned this once, the hard way, and were crushed and cursed. We survived the ages and freed ourselves by facing it, when this land was still thawing and the Fahahng were unawakened.”
“Why didn’t you imprison it or bury it under it’s own mountain when you had the chance?” Neal wondered. The nervousness had settled deep into him as well.
“Because at that time, were were only One Queen, and her mate,” Gilarel said. “And it’s magic is very hard to pierce, even for us. It was a great enough victory, making it free us of it’s curseworm.” The dragon smiled, a vengeful joy filling her. “And in time we discovered that the Old Mother had freed herself of the curse, as well. We have only grown stronger,” her tone ended in a forceful growl that sent chills through her listeners.
“So, you were here before this land was frozen?” Dida asked after a long pause, her silver hair flashing gold in the evening sunshine. Gilarel touched her nose to the ground in a nod. “But that was so long ago. . .”
The dragon’s steamy breath stirred the pebbly sand. “We survived under the curse for longer than even we can count, what was left of us scattered across the Mother. This place was made surely barren by the time it froze over and was forgotten. We have watched the animals and weather change and change again. We have seen the coming of humans. We have befriended you and hidden from you, as your civilizations rose and fell, with either co operation or cruelty.” The dragon raised her head to watch the last of the harvest being put into it’s cave.
“How many times has our civilization rose and fell?” The elder Paola wondered. “I’ve always been curious.”
Gilarel chuckled, a slow, rumbling sound. “That is a question for an Akorok. Our seers can access the dim regions of our Memory better than I.”
IV. Celebrations
It was just after breakfast, and Emma was searching the town of Song for a willing traveling companion. Finding a knot of Overlanders in the communal grounds, she recited her plight once again. “I’ve found a ship, but if I’m going to row my way there I need a traveling partner. The captain says an extra oar on only one side won’t do him any good.”
“We’ve worked hard for a week straight, and you wannana leave just at the fun part?” Wayland gave her a sidelong look.
Emma glared at him. “Wasn’t asking you.”
“I’ll go,” Moric straightened from leaning against the nearest tree. “I’ve been hearing about this water-hill, and it sounds fascinating.”
Emma smiled with delight. “Good! Get your stuff together, cause the ship’s leaving real soon.” The stoneworker grunted, limping away to the house-cave in which he stayed to gather his things, while a few others helped Emma bring the dragons’ tailfins to the shore.
Fiona set down the bundle of soft, raw skin on the shore with others like it, in palest grey and vague greenish. Emma was reaching over the side of the little boat as loaders handed them in, and Fiona wondered if she might find anyone to go fishing with again. It looked as if only a few of the regular fishermen were taking to the water this day, and she should probably take a turn in the fields with the Overland’s animals anyway. On the way back she passed Moric, traveling pack slung over his shoulder. She stopped, and one armored westerner lingered as well.
“You leaving with Emma?” she asked. Moric nodded, and Fiona shook her head with a sigh. “That’s too bad. I would have liked more time to say goodbye to you.” She looked up to the burly stoneworker, a sparkle in her eye. “And more time to get to know you. Even though we’ve been over the Mountain together, seems like we were too busy just trying to survive.”
Moric put a solid hand on her shoulder, and smiled. “Then, I hope we meet again.” Fiona had barely time to return the smile before he continued toward the shore, hurrying as fast as his faulty leg would go.
When the sun rose high enough to shine into the potful of herbs that had been gathered and mashed the day before, it’s lid was removed and it was stirred up again. Curious, Comet peered in. The liquid was beginning to ferment, little bubbles rising to the surface as it was stirred. It was a rich yellow against the pale wooden spoon. The smell wasn’t unpleasant, but not reminiscent of food, either. A fire was being set beside it, and Willies began to strain the yellow liquid through a cloth into another pot.
“It looks like liquid sunshine,” Comet’s tone was of admiration.
“It is liquid sunshine,” Willies smiled, scraping gloppy plant matter around atop the straining-cloth to help the water drain.
“Is it medicine, or a festive drink?” Comet asked.
Willies smiled broadly. “It’s both, actually. The Sun Opener soaks up the sun’s essence, then when you drink the liquid sunshine, the sun opens for you.”
“A visionary herb,” Comet surmised.
Willies nodded. “We use it to connect with and remember the ancestral chain of harvests and harvest festivals past.” The weatherbeaten man scraped the slimy-looking leaf matter across the cloth for some time, then he said, “Anyone is welcome to participate. It’s not intense, but has a pleasant, relaxing effect.”
“Now is not the time or place for me to undergo experimentation with an unfamiliar altering substance,” Comet said, “although I would like to observe, if there’s a place in the ceremony for that.”
Willies shrugged. “Don’t see why not. We’re in the center of the gathering anyway, just sit down beside us.”
Once the slightly fermented tea had all been strained, they started the fire under it, and simmered it down slowly. Lots of yellow liquid turned to a little, of a rich yellowish-brown, and by mid-afternoon it was ready and cooling.
The masked dancers had come again and gone, a bull with a plow and his attendants, weaving their way through the crowd and then melting into the large gathering under the date palms. Celebrants and guards rotated every so often, as people retreated to the cool of the caves and reemerged.
Four of the five Elders gathered in the center of the guarded, open space, bearing an intricately embroidered cloth draped like a standard. Others assisted in standing it upright in the shallow, rocky ground as Willies and another carried the pot, sitting it under the tapestry. Soon, a small gourd dipper and little, round-bottom gourd cups began to appear beside it, and there was a subtle change in the mood and arrangement of the gathering.
Faron searched the group, speaking to any Overlanders he could find, then headed to the red cave. Samara was within, leaning against the cool wall beside an altar.
“Thought I’d find you in here,” he said.
“It’s really hot out there. I don’t know how the guards can stand it, in all that leather,” she remarked.
“Heard you’ve been thinking about staying here,” Faron ventured. Samara nodded. “Something going on outside you should be aware of. An important piece of cultural experience.”
“The Visioning starting?” Temoc asked. Faron nodded, and Temoc rose stiffly, a few others following him.
“You coming?” Faron asked Jhordana on his way by her.
Jhordana shook her head. “Afraid I have to sit this one out,” she said, with a tinge of sadness.
“Why?” Samara wanted to know.
“Women on their moontime do not partake of the Sun’s drink,” she said.
“Is it dangerous to?” Samara wondered.
Jhordana shook her head. “The Sun Opener is not dangerous, but the moontime is it’s own sacred time for fasting.”
Samara looked puzzled. “I’ve seen you eat.”
The curly-haired Westerner chuckled. “I don’t mean fasting from food.”
When they arrived at the center of the guarded common ground, the eldest of the elders was filling the little brown cups with the concentrated tea, which were passing hand to hand until everyone who sat in a semicircle before the tapestry-standard had some.
“Where’s Raoni?” Temoc whispered. It was customary for all the elders to participate, and he was missing.
Deraldo tilted his head to a guard in the shade with light armor. “He’s good with a bow,” the elder said, the metal cross around his neck glinting in the sun.
Samara sniffed the little shot of brown liquid cautiously. It’s smell was inoffensive, though judging by the grimaces some made after they’d downed it, it tasted bad. She took a tiny sip. Bitter, and vaguely disgusting. She drank the rest quick, and it made her a little queasy. Other than that, nothing happened. She leaned to Faron and whispered, “What should I be feeling?”
“Give it time,” Faron replied. There were other quiet conversations among the group, and eventually Samara began to feel pleasantly relaxed. She picked up a strain of conversation from nearly across the little gathering of visioners.
“. . .tasted like you’d left water in a flower vase for too long then cooked it, but I’m starting to feel good now,” Zoe was saying.
Paola chuckled. “Long ago, we used to drink the tea straight from under the sun, but experiments made before the Fall found cooking it down to be a much better way to get the same effect, with less disgusting drink.”
Far off, an arrow whizzed through the air, followed by the helpless shriek of a hatchling.
Elsewhere in the circle, she heard Davies say he felt like laying down, and then he did. Neal followed, and their shifting on the sand seemed at once louder and more distant. Samara looked up to birds flitting and calling in the branches, and realized that the entire world had become bathed in a creamy yellow-gold. She could feel a buzzing hum inside her relaxed body, and her vision was rapidly changing now. The sunlight itself was thicker, visible as it’s own entity. Everything it touched took on it’s yellow cast, while things in the shade seemed to be extra bluish. After looking around at the world for a while, she gave in to the euphoric buzzing of her body, urging her to lay down. She placed her hands behind her head on the pebbly sand so she could stare at the intricately lined picture, as so many others were doing. Once her focus settled on the tapestry, it seemed to fill her vision- the periphery melted to dark indistinctness, and the white background cloth yellowed in her vision. The embroidered pattern seemed to dance after she’d stared long enough, lines and curves within lines and curves. Her ears still caught distant sounds -or perhaps close ones that sounded distant.
Comet sat among the visioners, watching them. He had smelled the tea, watched it’s preparation, and seen the plant from which it was made. He had even taken a little taste. All that he felt was a loosening of his muscles, which could happen more easily from being among those under full dose than from his one, tiny sip. Most of the participants were laying down. All were quiet -even Wayland- and many focused on the intricately designed tapestry which hung above them. A tapestry who’s pattern had come from another, stronger visionary brew, from a wetter part of the world than the plant with which they now visioned. The pattern’s style was familiar to Comet, and eventually he focused on it fully. Had he seen this design before? He let himself fall into the intricacies of the embroidered picture, let it fill his vision completely. It’s pattern began to dance and move under his gaze. Visionary knowledge came flooding back to him, and he remembered.
The pattern was the song, and the song was the pattern, and as he saw, he began to hear. The tune filled him, and flowed out through him. He began to hum. Softly at first, perhaps cautiously, then louder, as the vibration of his voice melded with the pattern, and the pattern became one with him. He looked away from the picture, and he could still see the song which he hummed. It lay across the people and spread onto the land, far beyond the little semicircle of visioners- some of which were smiling now as they stared raptly at the tapestry. One of the Elders had tears in her eyes. As the song flowed through him, he recognized it as a gift for both the people and land. He turned from the tapestry, sending the song-pattern in his voice and vision outward, in the direction of the grain fields. He closed his eyes, and his awareness began to float over the croplands, sending the song’s pattern over cultivated gardens, fallow fields and just-harvested stubbles, where a few dedicated individuals and watchful dogs guarded the Overland’s munching animals. Time ceased to matter, as he hummed the pattern into perfection across the lands of Song.
Eventually, he returned to hover over the gathering, humming the pattern into the people that his body sat among, growing closer and closer to the earth, until he was again able to open his real eyes, still with the pattern in his sight, still humming the pattern into the people around him. The vision subsiding, he turned again to focus on the tapestry, his humming growing softer as the tide of remembrance faded and his ordinary awareness took hold once again.
Comet closed his eyes and bent forward, leaning his face close to the dirt. He let swirling patterns behind his eyes fade, the warmth of Tropica’s thin, stoney soil radiating into him. He began to hear the shifting movement of those around him. The visioners were stirring, rising. He sat up and looked to the sun. It had been a couple hours since the little cups were passed around. The standard-tapestry was taken down and carried inside, and as Manoel hobbled by, he paused to put a gnarled hand on Comet’s shoulder.
“Thank you,” the eldest Elder nearly whispered, then continued slowly on his way.
Open fires were already being started in the commons, and soon the animals were led in from the fields. Dogs ran to join a game, chasing a smooth wooden ball being kicked around on the wet, low-tide shore by energetic youths, some of them old enough to be wearing crocodile skin armor. The other animals settled in the shade of the commons, and a group removed the armor from the two horses who wore it. The pair of goats lay down to chew their cuds at the base of a bigger tree, while the burro and two of the Overland’s dark horses stood in the drifting smoke of the cookfires to deter flies, oblivious to the combined heat of the flames and lowering sun.
People were already enjoying snacks of cold nopales with avocado, as sorghum and freshly caught fish filled the air with the fragrance of their cooking. The group of dragons once again descended from the sky to swim and forage the sea. They settled on the shore, comfortably far from the waning activity of the harbor. Some curled up to rest, slowly breathing boulders gleaming like the Gulf behind them, and others remained alert. The youths quit their game to join a group walking out to greet the huge beasts, but the clanging of pots soon brought them all back; a signal that dinner was ready.
Though the cooking was communal, the food was again split and taken into the safety of home-caves to be eaten as the setting sun colored the sky and sea in brilliant, pinkish hues.
Dida ate in the red cave, and after the meal she settled slowly on the floor against the wall where Comet sat alone, holding his empty bowl in his hands. The Overlanders were all looking healthier and gaining in strength, but this one was recovering particularly well. Though lean, he was limber and strong, his amber-tan skin and long, golden hair shone with health. “Mind if I join you?” she asked.
Comet shook his head, the lamp’s fire caught in his wild curls. The slight woman still moved easily for her age. “I hope that I didn’t provide any undue distraction this afternoon,” he said, remembering the tears at the edges of her eyes.
Dida smiled, the distant flame’s light streaking across her shining, silver hair. “My grandfather used to sing the Icaros in ceremony. I haven’t heard that pattern sung, or any other, since before we came to Tropica.” Her voice was wistful with memory. She wiped the corners of her eyes, then looked at the fair stranger. “I have to wonder, though. . . How has the man who didn’t want to try something as mild as sinichuichi just sung a yage pattern with sincere skill?”
Comet chuckled. “Once the door has been opened, it can be opened again, yage or no yage.”
Dida took a long breath, her studying gaze still fixed upon Comet. He wasn’t the palest of the Overland, but he was the fairest. He dressed like Western men used to, wearing little more than a loincloth. The indigo tied at his hips might have been some kind of clothing, but it more resembled a wad of rags, some of them stained dark with blood. “I would think I’d remember you, if you’d ever come and gone over the Pass before. The only place wet enough for the vine of visions on the West is the Anaconda River, and you can’t cross the Mountain without stopping at Song on the way through. Does the vine grow on the East?”
Comet shrugged. “It grows in the high forest, which we passed through, but I haven’t had a chance to explore the wild jungles of the East’s river-valleys.”
“You can’t have learned while you were fighting devourers across the Mountain. . .”
Comet shook his head. “I’m not from Tropica’s East Gulf. I’m a traveler from far away, and I have been to the sacred vine’s native jungles, learned it’s use under the maestros there. The pattern you visioned under is a song to balance people with the forest they live in.” He made a sweeping gesture with an arm. “This isn’t the same kind of jungle, but the balancing of people and their lands is universally valuable. Perhaps moreso, where crops are intensively grown.”
Dida sighed, looked at her hands. “I know it. Across the river, our fields were growing fine- we’d built up the soil through years of work, always making sure to put back what we took away, and more. But these lands are fresh, their soil thin. We’re starting over. The old fields yielded a great bounty, surplus for trade even, and now we get barely enough to see our own village through the hungry time.” She studied Comet again. “You say you come from far away. . . do people often have two hearts there, or are you a unique mutant?”
Comet laughed heartily. “I’m a hybrid, a semi-mythical being, if you will. I am a mutant, as you put it, but all my mother’s children are. I cannot say I am completely unique, but my family is different, in both form and behavior, from our source-species.”
The slight elder nodded thoughtfully, her tone hesitant. “You really aren’t like us. . . You look the same, but you feel different,” she mused.
Comet gazed into the cavern. Drums and other instruments were emerging from under various altars and corners. Soon, it would become too loud to have quiet conversation.
“I found the ceremonies of the yage’s people accidentally,” he said, “and grew curious enough to learn under them.”
“Accidentally?” Dida cocked her head.
“Those wet, high, and most isolated jungles were the only place left on the Mother that we knew Dragonswort to grow, until this land began to flourish. I don’t think even the jungle’s own people knew of it, it was so rare. One little patch, growing in one of those very hard-to-reach places that are only visited for sacred purposes, if at all. The kind of place they say a shaman must fly to, to reach.”
“And did a dragon fly you there?” Dida asked as the drums began to beat.
Comet half smiled, shook his head. “Possible to climb there. Just, not easy or safe.”
The town of Song gathered early in the commons to celebrate and cook together again this afternoon, and dragons were already snoozing at the delta’s edge. People didn’t pay them much mind this day, and as soon as the last stragglers filtered in from abroad on land and sea, a different set of colorfully costumed masks appeared. Rather than devil- or animal-ish countenances, these personas were human in form. It was their clothing that gave them away as elementals or nature deities. The theme was familiar: Comet had seen, heard and read such stories in other journeys, half a world away. The grain god was old, his mask craggy and wrinkled. The actor walked stooped, bearing a head of ripe sorghum. The reapers came- unmasked villagers- and cut him down. From the folds of his costume they pulled vibrant red cloths, dancing round and round the dead god as they consumed his blood-body, hiding the bright cloths within their own clothes. Then they pulled the ripened sorghum from his hand, and dismantled the costume- the god’s mask and colorful clothing came off, revealing an ordinary villager beneath, who got up to join the dance of the others, parading around with bits of the god until the Mother River showed up.
The woman-mask was young, her clothes blue and flowing, stuffed to mimic pregnancy. She held her arms up, open wide, and began to dance and sway, gently at first. The villagers gathered all the bits of the dead grain god, clutching them tightly, and scattered away into the audience as the gentle movements of the river goddess became ever more vigorous. She began to stomp about and squat, and the cloth stuffed into the dress fell to the ground, streamers of red, orange and blue. She stood tall again and people rushed in to grab them, running in circles around her. She began to whirl, and as she turned their circles expanded, the water and birth colors flying out behind the runners. The life giving floods grew until they reached the edge of the watching circle, then began to slow and recede, until the participants walked close around the Mother River again, laying the colors in a heap before her. She sat and bent her head to the pile of cloth, the river’s water receded. A new mask came forward and sat in the pile of streamers- a youthful male, his colors green with newly sprouting grains embroidered all over his clothes. The goddess cradled him tenderly; the grain god sprouted anew from the soil that the Mother River’s floods had made fertile once again.
The high, joyful energy with which the play had been performed and watched lingered only for a little while as fires were started and the meal was communally cooked. The shift in mood could indicate another event, yet as the village grew more solemn, with no sign of reason for this change, Comet began to suspect that something was amiss. A party that lasted for days should not end like this.
Samara sat beside him, watching the people around her. “I guess, the party’s over,” she observed. “People are even saying goodbye to each other like they’re leaving. No more communal dinners, I suppose.”
“Many-day festivals don’t usually end with a touch of sadness, I’ve found,” Comet said.
Samara tilted her head in thought. “You’re right. I wonder what they’re up to next?”
“I suspect that something is missing,” Comet mused.
“Maybe we ought to ask?” Samara said. She scanned the crowd, until her eyes settled on Raoni. She rose, and Comet followed. The youngest Elder tended a fire over which many crabs were cooking. Samara sat next to the blaze, her mood pensive. “The town seems to be acting sad, the whole town, and this seems a little odd, to us,” she said finally.
Raoni’s pale eyes were striking against his dark hair and red-tan skin. “It is the end of the celebrations,” he said, with a heavy note.
“Every party has to come to an end, and it’s always better to party than work,” Samara paused thoughtfully.
Raoni chuckled. “Naturally, but we cannot complete our celebrations the way that we used to.”
“So, something is missing,” Samara said.
“It will sound bad, to the ears of an unfamiliar Easterner,” he glanced toward the Mountain, a fattening moon peeking over it’s shoulder.
The healer kept her gaze steady on the young Elder. “Tell us anyway,” she ventured.
“It is an ancestral belief, that cropland needs to be fertilized with human blood,” Raoni said. “We take from the land, we eat the grain, and we must give back to it from ourselves for the balance to be complete. In ancient times, enemies were sacrificed for this purpose, but we have found a way around the violence.”
Samara glanced at Comet, then spoke to Raoni. “And sacrificing yourselves to slinkers won’t do,” she concluded.
Raoni shook his head sorrowfully. “These new croplands have never gotten our return. We take, but we cannot give back. The celebration and plays are symbolic gratitude, and we build the soil with everyday compost and work, but still we are missing an essential part of our relationship with the land, and so the balance remains amiss between us, and our fields.”
Samara frowned, deep in thought. She was silent for a long time. “What way around violence have you found?”
Raoni laughed. “Not all of us are Aztec in ancestry. There are jungle-peoples and, as you may be able to notice in me, strains of Northern overseas cultures and the traditions that followed them. It’s the beginning of the summer planting season, and. . . frolicking in the fields was encouraged. The fertility of the people was, and became, the fertility of the land.”
Samara wrinkled her brow. “What does frolicking have to do with sacrificed blood?”
Raoni grinned. “It does once a month, right?” he winked at her.
Samara was taken aback for a moment, then tried not to giggle. “That’s an ingenious solution,” she managed.
Suddenly she noticed that Comet was staring far away, and instinctively her gaze followed his. He hadn’t sighted danger. She could barely see over the dunes’ scrub, the wingtips of a dragon flapping in a leap above the shore. “Maybe, it can happen again. . .” she said after a long time.
Raoni set down the stick he was poking the fire with to look at her.
“Dragons want to help you. To give you back your freedom, I think. It’s worth asking them.” Samara looked to Comet questioningly, but he continued to stare into the distance.
“How can dragons help us ceremonially fuck each other?” Raoni said skeptically.
“Circle of safety,” said the woman who tended the cooking crabs.
Samara nodded, then shrugged. “Can’t be very private, though. You’d still need guards to kill the slinkers that come in.”
“Then why do you call it a circle of safety?” Raoni wanted to know.
“Slinkers won’t jump dragons, they’re too big. But they’ll circle and growl and prowl. Probably eventually start burning. Then, your land’s on fire. For this same reason, the dragons won’t burn the slinkers who circle them. So, you need some people to kill them without fire,” Samara explained.
Raoni stared at her awhile, wordless. Then he stood, raised his hands high, and clapped. Slowly, rhythmically. People looked up, and soon they began to stand as well. The gesture was picked up, and when Raoni began to walk, anyone clapping and many standing followed him.
Samara and Comet looked to each other in puzzlement, and curiosity. They also joined the group. Guards broke off their watch to follow Raoni’s gathering towards the shore, despite the nearness of dinner and sunset.
Gilarel flicked an ear. Something was happening in the settlement, and it was coming this way. She rose with urgency, stretched as she left the beach and crossed the dunes on long strides, covering the distance in a fraction of the time it would have taken the clapping party.
The motherdragon crouched before them on the narrow path through the dunes, brown and earthy and enormous. Raoni stood before her and stared, a man older than his years. “You want to help us?”
The dragon lowered her nose close to the ground, gave a gentle snort. Hot breath spread towards Raoni’s feet along the still-warm sand.
“Will you give us your circle of safety?” the youngest elder wanted to know.
Gilarel looked at him, with the full focus of her mesmerizing, emerald eye. A barrage of questions flowed into Raoni’s mind- when, where, for how long, and why? -and then the dragon’s gaze released him.
“Tomorrow afternoon, in the harvested sorghum fields, for the last ceremony of our festival,” he found himself replying.
“Why is it necessary?” the dragon asked, in words.
“Because the devourers will smell it, and come,” Raoni said darkly.
Gilarel passed a glance across Samara and Comet. Both nodded in approval, and the dragon dipped her snout in the sand. “We will stay by the river. When you pass, we will follow.” She stood, towering above them, and turned back the way she’d come. Those at the front of the procession ducked as her tail swung over their heads, and then she was gone, loping through the dunes with soft, heavy footfalls.
“Afternoon, really?” a woman said, farther back in the group.
“Don’t want to do it at night anymore, would you?” Raoni asked.
There was grudging consent among the listeners, and the party headed home with determined speed. Raoni made his way to the center of the communal grounds, stood tall and clapped in the air again a few times. People were eating, still outside. Waiting for the outcome of the meeting. They gathered close, warriors moving in to ring the tighter circle.
“We have been given back the opportunity to enrich our lands,” Raoni told them. “But it must be done in the day, and unfortunately, not as privately. I have asked the dragons to lend us their circle of safety for the afternoon.”
Deraldo stood, anger burning in his eyes. “Are you mad? You’ve indebted us to them for no more than a pagan rite!”
“One we’ve all been missing,” Raoni retorted. He swept a gesture behind him, toward Samara and Comet. “Even these two who know nothing about our customs can tell that Song is unhappy.”
A woman stood, gesturing emphatically with spoon in hand. “If we keep on without giving ourselves back to the fields, our crops will dwindle and blight, until the soil won’t be able to feed us at all!” Cries of agreement and howls of opposition erupted from all sides.
Paola came to stand next to Raoni in the center, turning around to look at everyone. “Think about it. Talk about it. But if someone decides to volunteer. . . We ask the dragons what the price is, before we accept.”
The red cave was almost centered in the cavern-town of Song, and Comet could nearly feel the rocks buzzing with talk that night. Hope had been reawakened, but the parameters were very different, and the people were still wary of what the dragons would want in return.
In the morning, people gathered in the red cave to discuss the practicalities, the lack of privacy due to the need for guards. Opinions were asked of the Overlanders- what was it like to live between the dragons, to sleep and make love under their wings?
Nearly always the answer amounted to: The dragons don’t care what you do, as long as you’re not hurting each other. It’s being too near other people that’s tricky.
Overlanders were also asked, what will the dragons want in return?
Everyone said, keep killing slinkers. Those who had been under the battle at Crocodile added- and to help put the Legion back together after they fight a Horde.
The red cave was crowded, noisy with possibility and speculation. How many guards should there be, and who? Someone pointed out that warriors guarded animals in the fields every day already. They may not be near, but they could easily place themselves downwind of the dragons at the appropriate time.
“Best send a few extra warriors along with the animals today, then,” Catalina cautioned.
“We’re missing an essential element,” Leila pointed out. “None of the reddest women have . . . volunteered themselves.”
There was an awkward silence, then Jhordana spoke. “Send extra guards with the horses anyway. No one needs to make that choice while the red cave is this full.”
The meeting broke, and the mare Greta was fitted with her rump-and-belly-protecting armor as most filtered out of the red cave. For the first time since Lily had been in heat, Comet accompanied the horses to spend the day in the fields with them. It was a relaxing morning, moving at grazing pace and spotting hatchlings by their rustling of sorghum stalks. The sky was hazy, the air oppressive with a change in the weather. Around midday, fluffy clouds studded the usually-clear sky.
People and animals took a long rest at a canal’s watering hole, in the shade of it’s thick hedge. The air smelled of hot, baked riverbank, but the warm breeze brought the scent of moisture. While they speculated on the possibility of rain and ceremonial parties, they noted movement along the road; somewhat unusual this far on the outskirts, and the small group of people carried a red streamer for a flag. They were soon followed by the soft thuds of heavy footsteps. Following dragons. The white Orion and his blue-iridescent mate. Their mostly green dragling followed her with the gangly gate of rapid growth, as tall as his mother’s shoulders now. One widow walked ahead, one behind the family. Once the long tail of the last Motek had gone past, the group led animals after them. The pair settled carefully in the sorghum field, crushing down green leaved stalks in a far corner. A couple widows and the dragling munched their way into the hedges on either side, then bedded down in silence. Two people entered the shelter of Orion’s mottled, stone-grey wing, and the accompanying guards joined the grazing party.
“We should split up,” Sirio said. “They come from upriver as often as downwind.”
“Greta needs to be upwind,” Bridgit patted the armored rump of the mare she guarded. “Then maybe she won’t be the first one they go for, for once.” The two mares and pair of goats crossed the hedge into the next field, past the circled dragons and right under the nose of a teal widow, while the stallion, gelding and speckled burro stayed downwind, lingering at the far end of the field that the dragons lay in.
Comet took Rodriguez from Marcus’s charge, looped the stallion’s lead into a bitless bridle and leapt on. At first, he simply watched from the stallion’s back as the horse continued to graze. He sat with bow across his lap, three arrows ready in his hand and enjoying the higher view. The jagged, ridgy stone that made the cultivations’ boundary was just as full of holes as the one Song had claimed. These cavelets wouldn’t be empty, either. Comet wondered if larger slinkers would bother to wake and brave the day’s brightness.
The dragling became restless, his green form suddenly visible with his movement. He half flapped his yellow-brown, mottled wings and pawed at the tattered tail of a widow as it flopped. She uttered a sharp growl, and the young one leapt back with a crash of sticks. Rodriguez lifted his head with a start at the sound, then flicked his ear, unconcerned. Soon, the dragling was on his way down the hedge to the forest’s stoney edge, munching branches and rooting along the way. It wasn’t long before he was poking his nose into the cracks and holes of the rock, hunting.
Those around Comet couldn’t discern what signal he’d given, but Rodriguez stopped grazing and raised his head to look around. The stallion snorted hard and began to walk, circling the group of animals and guards. Comet hadn’t touched the bridle rope, yet it was his influence under which the horse moved. Comet still sat with bow half ready, watchful of both the covering sorghum and the occasional bare, stoney islet-stone that crested the deep bed of pebbly soil. They went slowly at first, then increased in speed, working the horse through his gaits.
Neal watched them circle, and circle again, shaking his head. “There he goes again.”
“Again?” Marcus looked askance at Neal. “He never did anything like this during the journey.”
“Only because the horse was packed the entire way. There’s no telling how far he’ll circle out, and no one can keep up with that,” Neal said.
Jedir smiled. “That sounds like a challenge.”
“Just you try,” Neal said sourly.
Occasionally, Comet and Rodriguez paused at a fallen hatchling and Comet half-dismounted, clinging to the side of his steed to pull the arrows. They ducked into a canal hedge to clean them and returned quickly, moving as one being.
“Mind if I borrow your horse, then?” Jedir ventured.
“He’s not the fast type,” Neal said, but handed the lead over anyway.
“Average Joe’s just an average joe, you know,” Fiona grinned. “But he’ll be faster than Bonehead.”
Jedir looked down his nose at Fiona’s speckled burro, who was munching contentedly. “I’m faster than Bonehead,” he stated, looping the bay gelding’s lead into a bridle-halter. Neal gave him a leg up, and he urged the horse to trot in circles around the group. The stallion was already warm, and they had a bit of catching up to do. The gelding didn’t steer so easily without a bit, and occasionally tried to turn back to the grazing spot. After Jedir had successfully turned him a few times, he gave in and let himself be urged to follow the stallion. Comet slowed his pace and circled closer upon being joined by another rider, and the slower animal’s ears pricked forward in interest.
Slinkers gave the resting, massive dragons a circle or two, then turned their attention toward the warm horses. Though a skilled rider, Jedir was unaccustomed to shooting from horseback, and stopped the gelding to take aim. The horse trembled, but stood his ground even if the drooling, ever-hungry shadows were rushing straight for him.
The dragons remained encircled in the field after their tenants had gone, laying their heads down in restfulness. After a while, another red-flagged little group ventured into the field. A couple took shelter under Orion’s pale wing as the relaxed dragon opened it again, raising his head to watch, while their accompanying guards temporarily joined the animals. Late in the cloudy afternoon, the dragons’ circle was empty and the grazing party headed home. Dragons remained still until all were out of sight, though the departing party heard the whoosh of wings behind as they flew low to the river.
The last communally cooked meal was prepared quietly, yet the town was humming with a sense of completion. Most of the Overlanders gathered into a group around a fire pit. “Davies and I are thinking about leaving on the morning’s tide,” Neal announced, “but we need someone else to look after Average Joe, since we’ll probably be sea-bound most of the time. Song usually keeps the Overland’s supplies and works it’s animals, but I don’t think this is a fit place for horses to live, anymore.”
“I hope to take the mares to safer lands,” Catalina said, “but I can’t take him, too.”
Bridgit looked at Burkhart hopefully. “If Catalina takes Greta, we could have Joe,” she ventured.
“What we going to do with him?” Burkhart wanted to know.
Bridgit shrugged. “Take him with us.”
“Know where you’re going?” Neal asked.
“Not exactly, but we’re not planning on being seafarers,” Bridgit said.
Dragons skimmed the sea and foraged as dinner cooked, then circled into the sky, disappearing into the sunset-blushed cloud cover. Once safely inside their home-caves, the villagers erupted in noisy celebration; dancing, singing, and drumming far into the night.
copyright Melanie Degen